Grammar

I suck at grammar.  I have to take a standardized test called the TEAS for nursing school and there is a grammar portion.  I’m not sure how I am going ot make up for my lack of grammar education.  I just never got it and never had an interest.  It always seemed like the teacher before was supposed to have covered it so it never was really taught.  Sucks for me now.  Grammar is just a bunch a rules.  Why do we all have to play these games in society?  School, jobs, investments, retirement, portfolios, etc.  It’s all just exhausting. Really. Why do I have this urge so often to just RUN.  Run for the hills, run for the ocean, just run as far away as possible.  All the rules and things you have to figure out just to get to the next step where you have to figure out more.  Grammar is just one way in which school prepared me for nothing.  School is segmented, controlled, finite, end-result-orientated.  Life is not.  Life is a straight up mess.  How the hell am I supposed to navigate it?  Seems like the only solution is to run.  Who wants to come with me?